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I've begun to relize that is I who am leaving my senoir friends not visa versa. Through past ordeals I have ben led to believe that they did not enjoy my presents any longer. This seemed a stab in the back at best and sence then I've tested and retested the ...well more than anything the theory that they really disliked me, and cringed at my company.
Lo though as I thought through a clearer mind than I have in months I came upon the true situation. I have turned my back on a few friends that in times of old I would have given anything to please. I have invested many hours of thought in this and only the last hour has actually proven fruitful. This is my time of insight and I shall not waist it. I may not enjoy there company, but I will not let such a long live group of friendships slip through my careless hands. I plan to at the very least know my reasons for turning my back on them, and at best send them away to college with my blessings.
I may have embraced a darker existance than need be, but peace can still be salvaged.
Lo though as I thought through a clearer mind than I have in months I came upon the true situation. I have turned my back on a few friends that in times of old I would have given anything to please. I have invested many hours of thought in this and only the last hour has actually proven fruitful. This is my time of insight and I shall not waist it. I may not enjoy there company, but I will not let such a long live group of friendships slip through my careless hands. I plan to at the very least know my reasons for turning my back on them, and at best send them away to college with my blessings.
I may have embraced a darker existance than need be, but peace can still be salvaged.