mixed feelings
My best friend is leaving me today. She says she'll be home on weekends sometimes, but it's still weird not to have her right up the road where i can call her anytime i need her or want to go shopping with her. But i wish her luck and hope she has tons of fun experimenting on poor little mice. And i'll hopefully have weekends off so i can go visit her when she can't come home. :( i'll be a sad little girl this summer.
Last night Nicky and I set a date for a camping trip, i think it may be just a girl thing, but we havn't decided yet, because just girls is only fun for so long. We plan on the 15th, 16th, and 17th. so clear your calender for that weekend if you are friends with us.
Today i'm going to look at a car. and i'm pretty sure it's mine. $1250 1997 Z24 chevy cavalier 2 door hatchback black, comes with a CD player and air conditioner. :) i'm excited. very very excited. Except that it was in an accident and my dad said it does have a few dents, but i can live with that, just as long as they aren't huge nasty dents. And my dad drove it already and said it's fine but hopefully the accident didn't do anything to the way the car drives. I don't need it dying on me as soon as i get it.
I am going to USM tomorrow to register for classes. I can't beleive it. it still hasn't hit me yet. I'm actually graduated. Yesterday sitting with all the girls at my house i was thinking, "wow, we are all grown up now" And thinking that Amber just got married. Jenn S. is going to be 20 on tuesday. Nicky is 18 today!!!! Sarah leaving us all already. We are getting old. I still have 7 or 8 weeks before i turn 18 so i guess it'll hit me more and i'll feel more like a grown up. :) I looked through all my year books from freshman year to senior, just reflecting on everything. i probably shoulnd't of done that before i went to bed because i had some really crazy dreams last night. but they had so many ppl in them from the books. but to my point. I wish i hadn't been so shy and self- conscience. Because i lost out in so many things. I wish i hadn't stopped playing Basketball and field hockey. i wish i had been closer to people. I wish i hadn't been a stupid freshman. But then again would i really want to change all of it, all those things made me who i am right now. And i am very happy with my life. Even though this summer is going to be full of heart ache. The friends are all leaving me. Sarah, then nicky in early August, then sarah again going to college, and then Nick at the end of August. But i'm glad i am actually close enough to them to feel the hurt when they leave. Okay i'm done, getting teary eyed.
* I am thankful for all of you, who've touched my life :)
Last night Nicky and I set a date for a camping trip, i think it may be just a girl thing, but we havn't decided yet, because just girls is only fun for so long. We plan on the 15th, 16th, and 17th. so clear your calender for that weekend if you are friends with us.
Today i'm going to look at a car. and i'm pretty sure it's mine. $1250 1997 Z24 chevy cavalier 2 door hatchback black, comes with a CD player and air conditioner. :) i'm excited. very very excited. Except that it was in an accident and my dad said it does have a few dents, but i can live with that, just as long as they aren't huge nasty dents. And my dad drove it already and said it's fine but hopefully the accident didn't do anything to the way the car drives. I don't need it dying on me as soon as i get it.
I am going to USM tomorrow to register for classes. I can't beleive it. it still hasn't hit me yet. I'm actually graduated. Yesterday sitting with all the girls at my house i was thinking, "wow, we are all grown up now" And thinking that Amber just got married. Jenn S. is going to be 20 on tuesday. Nicky is 18 today!!!! Sarah leaving us all already. We are getting old. I still have 7 or 8 weeks before i turn 18 so i guess it'll hit me more and i'll feel more like a grown up. :) I looked through all my year books from freshman year to senior, just reflecting on everything. i probably shoulnd't of done that before i went to bed because i had some really crazy dreams last night. but they had so many ppl in them from the books. but to my point. I wish i hadn't been so shy and self- conscience. Because i lost out in so many things. I wish i hadn't stopped playing Basketball and field hockey. i wish i had been closer to people. I wish i hadn't been a stupid freshman. But then again would i really want to change all of it, all those things made me who i am right now. And i am very happy with my life. Even though this summer is going to be full of heart ache. The friends are all leaving me. Sarah, then nicky in early August, then sarah again going to college, and then Nick at the end of August. But i'm glad i am actually close enough to them to feel the hurt when they leave. Okay i'm done, getting teary eyed.
* I am thankful for all of you, who've touched my life :)