Jun 06, 2006 20:32
Although I loved my site at blogdrive, I think I am going to switch here to livejournal. I have that stupid publishing problem that I can't figure out, blogger help hasn't gotten back with me, and I think I am just going to give up. Now comes the fun process of transferring old entries over here. Who has time for that...
Meredith's wedding was amazing. Pics will come, as soon as I can figure out how to do that and I get them loaded onto the computer. It was perfect having Brian there. It's funny, I know it was a stretch, mostly money-wise, to get him there, but I can't picture the weekend without him. I can't picture any major event without him there. He has just molded himself so well into my life that the change is hardly noticeable, but very distinct. Anyways, Meredith was the most beautiful bride in the world. As my mom put it, she looked like a porcelain doll. Almost too gorgeous to touch. I am so glad her and Beau allowed me to share that day with them.
I was thinking today (scary, huh?)... I am so used to thinking about "where was I a year ago?" and "What was I like a year ago?" but it's not that way anymore. A year ago, I was a beautiful woman, coming out of a shell and approaching the world with a smile and open arms. A year ago I was on the brink of a new relationship that was promising in unprecedented ways. A year ago I was happy. It's now coming to the point where it is a year and a half ago that I want to forget, two years ago that I want to forget. It some crazy way, that feels amazing. To be drifting away from that point in my life and to have months, over a year, behind me that I am proud of. That feels amazing.
I ran 2 miles today. I am sure I will be sore tomorrow, but it was worth it. I love running. I can't believe I stayed away from it for so long. An entire running post is going to have to come at a later date.
This weekend is Jess and David's wedding (Jess Jourdan and David Hassemeyer). How nuts is that? And I have her bachelorette party on Thursday night. It just doesn't seem like it is time for it to be my friends, but then again, I suppose we are in fact at that age.
FOr now, I think it is bedtime. I still haven't decided how I feel about this whole blog change. Hmmmm....
*hooked on*
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