Nice guys finish last
I'm so stressed out right now it isn't funny. Here's a tangent, why do we say "it isn't funny" as if to imply that it would be, but when you think about it, it makes NO sense... Anyway, so the reason why I'm stressed out, is money, of course. I hate my job. I want to quit, very badly, but I can't. Even with OSAP and my $5000 credit line, and visa card, I wouldn't have enough money (not that it's really my money) to last me til the summer. Sad eh? So I have no choice but to stick with a job that keeps jerking me around and doesn't appreciate me or pay me enough to even keep up with my rent. I'm going to have to work like a dog to make ends meet, AND try to do well in school. I really want to do well this year. If I can get at least an 80% average I can apply for science scholarships and bursaries, but right now I can't because stupid math030 dragged my average down too low last year. So that's my story. The worst of it is, I gave up a good job for them because they promised me everything I wanted, and I haven't seen any of it yet. I don't know why I had such a sense of loyalty to them. I don't owe them anything - they owe me! I've been there longer than any other server, and still I'm at the bottom of the totem pole. How fair is that? I wish I didn't have to do this on my own. Everyone whose parents pay for their tuition and rent don't know how good they have it.