Holding out for a hero...
I need a man that is like a good cup of coffee... one that's rich, hot, and will keep me up all night. I need a rebound guy to take my mind off the fact that Rob's leaving in a few days. It's a strange kind of break-up. There's no closure when there's no definite end... not to say that there was any definite beginning. It's going to be hard moving on, because what if I meet someone I like, but dont want to get too involved because I don't want to be in a reltionship when he gets back..... oy..... Do I even want him back? Of course I do, what a silly thing to say. But he's very frustrating, and who's to say he'll be any better when he gets back? I kept telling myself that he was keeping his distance because in the beginning he was still getting over in his ex, and in the end he knew he was going away.... but what if those were just excuses?? I don't know what to think.