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I just need to stay strong and everything will be fine. I am so glad I got to have a long convo with you today (thnx so much) it really helped me as well ( i hope) you vent. It was nice being able to not feeel judged and relate to someone. Basically I realized I am not mad nor do I really care I was just more of a hurt feeling but thats ok because I was prepared to feel that way and for that to happen to me in the first place. Makes no sense you im sure but i needed closure sorry. My original plan of backing up was correct I just need to know when to to do this and when to try to be in the spotlight and coordinate that so im not forced to argure with someone over it . If we argue over it its not worth it. So basically thats how I work. Today was productive

=] im good with this

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