useless nonsense
I react how I do because I am hurt by things you say
I am mean and malicious because I cant believe things you say to me
I dont want to think you could be so mean
I want to think of you as when I first knew you and would never dream of such mean things from you
I know I am not the bigger person in the situation because it overwhelmes me and I dont know how to act
It's the whole "I want someone to tell me that things are just gunna be ok even when I know they arent"
Maybe you dont like the person I really am now that I am diferent and better which is frightening
I test to see if you will back down but you dont and your anger just rises.
I actually feel bad for not caring lately but I am fine not being friends I really am but sometimes I just want your opinion and not your assurance that I will make correct decisions.
I am at a good point in life
I am in the middle of dependence and independence and thats the kinda of person I am
I have realized many things and learned so much knowing much more is to be learned
This all sounds so cliche but in a way life in general is cliche what isnt cliche these days?
Im not even mad anymore.. im kind of numb to the situation because I know it wont be changed and the fact that if it was to be changed it would be because I backed down again but I dont feel i shall do this this time.
I will be myself and stay strong and we will see what happens
It kinda shows the reason I dont like people knowing me so well because they just use it against me in the end and using myself against me is the worst thing for me
It will destroy me but im different now so it hasnt and it teaches me a lot about people
I have overcome the silly foolish person i was and now am just out to me be
I am mean and malicious because I cant believe things you say to me
I dont want to think you could be so mean
I want to think of you as when I first knew you and would never dream of such mean things from you
I know I am not the bigger person in the situation because it overwhelmes me and I dont know how to act
It's the whole "I want someone to tell me that things are just gunna be ok even when I know they arent"
Maybe you dont like the person I really am now that I am diferent and better which is frightening
I test to see if you will back down but you dont and your anger just rises.
I actually feel bad for not caring lately but I am fine not being friends I really am but sometimes I just want your opinion and not your assurance that I will make correct decisions.
I am at a good point in life
I am in the middle of dependence and independence and thats the kinda of person I am
I have realized many things and learned so much knowing much more is to be learned
This all sounds so cliche but in a way life in general is cliche what isnt cliche these days?
Im not even mad anymore.. im kind of numb to the situation because I know it wont be changed and the fact that if it was to be changed it would be because I backed down again but I dont feel i shall do this this time.
I will be myself and stay strong and we will see what happens
It kinda shows the reason I dont like people knowing me so well because they just use it against me in the end and using myself against me is the worst thing for me
It will destroy me but im different now so it hasnt and it teaches me a lot about people
I have overcome the silly foolish person i was and now am just out to me be