Jan 27, 2004 13:07
dang i hate all this damn snow i can't do anything...it sucks...this weekend was ok...friday was Senior Day that was fun...after was so much fun...the old nags at the weenie place dang they were bitches...tryin to fit 6 people in staceys car...it worked tho...playin games in the car and dancin the basement...nick you are crazy...i had so much fun friday...friday night i saw my babe jon...me, kellen, jon, william, and my mom went to applebees and i saw cody...then went and played pool for 5 hours with all the damn mexicans...i hate them casey almost gettin in a fight with them b/c they were makin mean comments to me...then finally leavin no more pool for me for a very long time...then jon and kellen came here and stayed till 4 then kellen left and jon stayed the night...then saturday i went with jon to his house and hung out there forever then went to caseys for a while then came home...then it had to snow sunday i didn get to say bye to jon...but its ok i don't think we will ever be more then just friends...i miss simon i still love him and i haven't gotten over him yet...last night i talked to simon...he is the only person i can talk to about all my problems other then my girls stacey and jessica...he makes me feel better but he told me he would call me back but he didn and he promised he would i'm so sick of people breakin their promises thats what i hate the most...i;m just goin to focus on work and gettin a new car and gettin out of high school i'm goin to stop worry and caring for everyone else and focus on myself...b/c when you care for other people and put them first they alwayz hurt you and could careless about your feelings...