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You know, sometimes I really want to go home. I'm tired of this whole idea of living in a small town. I figured that getting a job would keep me from getting bored. Then not getting bored would prevent me from getting homesick. But no. My friends always ask me to hang out on the days that I'm scheduled to work, and then when I'm not scheduled to work there is nothing to do. I wasn't scheduled to work today. I keep on thinking that it will be nice to not have school or work, but then I have absolutely nothing to do. I havn't seen anyone in my family in almost 2 months. They're probably getting tired of me calling all the time, but I really don't have anything else to do. And even though I have great friends and actually live with someone now, I still get lonely. I just with I was a little closer to home so I could go home whever I have just one free day. Oh well. I'm just gonna have to deal with it for now.