Go for the one shot of where you are
We learn from our mistakes and our past. We use our weaknesses, agony, and filtered suffering to turn them into a capability of exerting great stability and strength. I believe everything has a future meaning and purpose, we are not sure why all of these situations fall into place the way they do- but somewhere, somehow, someday that status quo will reveal life’s on going project.
Relationships are not easy and never will be. You have two complete strangers, meshing different personalities to form a balanced soul. It takes dedication, time, communication, fighting, and respect. It will only hurt most when you are naïve. Every new relationship is a new page in your life with a course of instructions to learn, study and experience.
The day you can grasp the significance of what you shared with others and accept the failure you endured you can understanding yourself more and move forward. It is difficult and takes courage, it is not something that can be forced, rather it is something that naturally happens in due time. Don’t let others be the captain of your ship.
“All the meaning in the moment, beyond that just chapters in our lives. A lot to carry and a lot to sort through”
Take it for what it is