crushes
Why am I so prone to getting crushes? It seems that I get them all the time.
Actually, that's not entirely true. At least, not like this. I've had crushes but not like this. I don't even know why I like him like I do. He's not the kind of guy I'd normally go for. He's shorter than me and younger than me. Yet everytime he phones or anytime we hang out I get all giddy and get butterflies in my tummy. I don't even have a clue if he likes me back. I hate this. I feel like I'm friggen 13 again. wtf! I'm 20! I should have gotten over my silly insecurities over talking to boys.
Should, but appearantly haven't...
Actually, that's not entirely true. At least, not like this. I've had crushes but not like this. I don't even know why I like him like I do. He's not the kind of guy I'd normally go for. He's shorter than me and younger than me. Yet everytime he phones or anytime we hang out I get all giddy and get butterflies in my tummy. I don't even have a clue if he likes me back. I hate this. I feel like I'm friggen 13 again. wtf! I'm 20! I should have gotten over my silly insecurities over talking to boys.
Should, but appearantly haven't...