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This weekend was fun. =)
Well Friday I was really sick so I went home & went to bed until around 7:30. Laid around & cried bc my throat hurt & then got ready for Rock n Bowl. My mom gave me some Eclipse gum so I managed. It was SO fun. A little awkward at first, but. HAH. Wow. The funniest night i`ve had in a long time.
Saterday I worked. =( But then after I went to the Mall w/ Alecia & ended up spending my HUGE 70$ PAYCHECK in like 30 minutes. haha. But I got like.. 4 shirts, pants, & OMG YES! ASHLEY HAS A PURSE. How weird is that. I don`t really like it yet. It`s to feminine. hah. But then I went home & showered. Ended up falling asleep watching TV. So Alecia made me get up & go to bed in my room. I TRIED SO HARD.. but couldn`t go to sleep. Every 2 minutes my phone would ring or I would get a text.. so like i`ll be dozing & then out of nowhere you`ll here either A7X Seize the day or Bat country. Hah. I don`t mind it though. =) & I swear to everyone i`m going to marry M. Shadows. I`m going to their concert & he`ll be singing & then out of no where just start yelling my name & running for me asking me to marry him. Ashley Raye M. Shadows. =) Cute huh? But anywaysss... Sunday we woke up around 10 & started getting ready. We dropped Alecia off & then I went out to the Community Center in NF w/ Jeffeyyy. We were there ALL DAY. I felt bad though bc .. idk. Just he was all cuddly & I wasn`t in the mood for it. Pah. Idk anymore. Guys are to much work. I just wanna hang out w/ the girls for a while. I`m lame. But anyways. Came home around 8 & then showered. Cried to Dode. She`s used to it though. But omg. I`m so.. confused about everything. Like who I am & all. I mean I used to be so OPEN & out there about how I felt.. but I mean it`s so hard to tell Jeff. I mean, He is so sweet & he cares about me. I don`t want to mess it up. Someone help here. I`m still not ready to let go. I mean it meant the world to me. How am I supposed to walk away & give me to someone else? I`m to young for all of this.
...Shut up Ashley.
Tonight, after our match against STOW in which WE ARE GOING TO WIN =) I am HOPEFULLY going to Dode`s for a little get together w/ just Me & her. =) I LOVE BIRTHDAYS. But there is only one thing I really want... & no one can give it to me. Which sucks.
3 days. 3 wonderful, long, joyest days.
Party = Friday.
ANYONE&EVERYONE is invited. AS LONG AS;
-No SEX ( sorry it was my mom`s rule ) =P
-DRAMAAAAAA. Leave it at home.
-You don`t ruin my night.
- No fights in the barn. If you wanna take it outside.. make sure you tell me. I wanna be the ref. =)
-NO DRUGS. Sorry. That`s final.
-Have fun.
How can you walk by
w/out tears in your eyes
Don`t you have the slightest feeling left for me?
Maybe thats just your way, of dealing with pain
forgetting everything between our rise and fall
LIKE WE NEVER LOVED EACHOTHER AT ALL; ♥
Well Friday I was really sick so I went home & went to bed until around 7:30. Laid around & cried bc my throat hurt & then got ready for Rock n Bowl. My mom gave me some Eclipse gum so I managed. It was SO fun. A little awkward at first, but. HAH. Wow. The funniest night i`ve had in a long time.
Saterday I worked. =( But then after I went to the Mall w/ Alecia & ended up spending my HUGE 70$ PAYCHECK in like 30 minutes. haha. But I got like.. 4 shirts, pants, & OMG YES! ASHLEY HAS A PURSE. How weird is that. I don`t really like it yet. It`s to feminine. hah. But then I went home & showered. Ended up falling asleep watching TV. So Alecia made me get up & go to bed in my room. I TRIED SO HARD.. but couldn`t go to sleep. Every 2 minutes my phone would ring or I would get a text.. so like i`ll be dozing & then out of nowhere you`ll here either A7X Seize the day or Bat country. Hah. I don`t mind it though. =) & I swear to everyone i`m going to marry M. Shadows. I`m going to their concert & he`ll be singing & then out of no where just start yelling my name & running for me asking me to marry him. Ashley Raye M. Shadows. =) Cute huh? But anywaysss... Sunday we woke up around 10 & started getting ready. We dropped Alecia off & then I went out to the Community Center in NF w/ Jeffeyyy. We were there ALL DAY. I felt bad though bc .. idk. Just he was all cuddly & I wasn`t in the mood for it. Pah. Idk anymore. Guys are to much work. I just wanna hang out w/ the girls for a while. I`m lame. But anyways. Came home around 8 & then showered. Cried to Dode. She`s used to it though. But omg. I`m so.. confused about everything. Like who I am & all. I mean I used to be so OPEN & out there about how I felt.. but I mean it`s so hard to tell Jeff. I mean, He is so sweet & he cares about me. I don`t want to mess it up. Someone help here. I`m still not ready to let go. I mean it meant the world to me. How am I supposed to walk away & give me to someone else? I`m to young for all of this.
...Shut up Ashley.
Tonight, after our match against STOW in which WE ARE GOING TO WIN =) I am HOPEFULLY going to Dode`s for a little get together w/ just Me & her. =) I LOVE BIRTHDAYS. But there is only one thing I really want... & no one can give it to me. Which sucks.
3 days. 3 wonderful, long, joyest days.
Party = Friday.
ANYONE&EVERYONE is invited. AS LONG AS;
-No SEX ( sorry it was my mom`s rule ) =P
-DRAMAAAAAA. Leave it at home.
-You don`t ruin my night.
- No fights in the barn. If you wanna take it outside.. make sure you tell me. I wanna be the ref. =)
-NO DRUGS. Sorry. That`s final.
-Have fun.
How can you walk by
w/out tears in your eyes
Don`t you have the slightest feeling left for me?
Maybe thats just your way, of dealing with pain
forgetting everything between our rise and fall
LIKE WE NEVER LOVED EACHOTHER AT ALL; ♥