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[ash_kem]

"How do other people get happy? I look at people laughing and smiling and enjoying themselves and try to get inside their heads. How do [insert name here, here, and here] do it? Or [insert name here]? Or EVERYONE but me

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[anonymous]

Yea...I agree too. You never can see the side of joy because it's hard not to focus on what is bad. People bitching at each other, calling everyone sluts and whores...what is the point? And yea trust me I know...In the real world it doesn't matter whose "Most Popular" or the "Best Dress/Best Looking" it doesn't get you anywhere in the long run. I used to be soo unhappy all the time, even when I did have everything going for me...I had a great boyfriend, decent job, and I was about to get my first car. But nobody can make you happy unless you make yourself happy first! I used to judge people that smoked weed, drank, and people that paraded around like there shit didn't stink...and thats only because I was never put in that situation to see that it is not that big of a deal...Some of the friends I've made do all those things and you just come to realize that's what they want to do. I don't agree with it either but just remember as long as it's not you, you should be worry free about that. Because you just might be at a nice college getting a better education and bettering yourself and all that shit you worried about will be gone. And as for those sophomores having a slam book or whatever, they'll find out real fast they arent cute, people will beat them down when they get older, and if they try and start shit, they will prolly get there asses beat! But like I said I know how you feel. I actually thought nothing was going to make me feel better. But I have great friends, I'm independent, and I do what I want...Just think of it this way, your intelligent and self-motivated and that will get you very far in life...I wish you the best!