Nov 03, 2004 21:46
i'm so hell bent on making other people happy... i'm afraid i'm never gonna find happiness for myself...
FUCK IT, JUST FUCK IT ALL... FUCK THE WHOLE WORLD AND EVERYONE IN IT... I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE, I REALLY CAN'T... life is great... don't worry about me... i don't even WANNA be happy anymore... i WANNA be fucking sad and depressed and ALONE... because i don't even care anymore...
did i mention that i still FUCKING HURT?
and don't feel pity for me... just be glad that i hurt... and if you know the situation (you probably don't), don't try to make it better because i don't WANT it to be better... i WANT it to suck, i don't WANT what i want because i'm FINISHED...