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I don't care who reads this anymore. I don't want comments I just needed something to write my feelings down in b/c I'm really sad/upset right now and I just need to right about it or somethin. I have decided that I suck at life and i need to go die or something. Very rarely am I ever happy anymore. I think I need medicine for my attitude. I have serious anger problems and if you look at me the wrong way I will more than likely cuss you out or something. Today has been a horrible day. I hate band parents that like to make up stuff. i swear people just suck anymore. is it me or is it people? i really dk. people that i have like loved i hate. i dk if it's me changing or them. so i guess today was let's see who can get on ashley jackson's nerves day or something b/c a lot of ppl sure as hell did. i can't even describe how i'm feeling right now. it's a mixture between aggravation, confusion, sadness, anger and that's basically it. i dk but i'm done.