shove it deep inside

[ash_gone_wild]

sometimes I wonder if people take me for granted
or even maybe just think I'm stupid, you must.
dont pretend to care
and dont pretend everythings ok.
dont leave harsh words unspoken
just to make me happy, you never did before.
you have something to say then say it
but dont lie to make your world seem better.
I cant stand when people tell me one thing and do another
If you're not going to do what you say then dont say it at all.
I used to think you were great
but everythings changed... you know that.
If you're going to keep playing this game
I'm no longer involved.
dont drag me down
Its not worth everything that seems so precious to you.
so go on and forget about me
I know you probably already have.
and everything I saw so wonderful in you will fade
and become the nothingness you claim when you hear my name.
so dont speak of me or think of me
for hopes that something might return.
because its all begining to become much clearer
and I dont want to keep being vulnerable to your words.
you were a false image that I forced into my mind
and it just kept hurting me more and more.
this is where the story ends and everyone lives happily ever after
I know you will.
The abuse will never end.