sigh.
I'm so emotionally exhausted that I just don't even know what to do anymore... I haven't felt like this in a long time and I forgot how much it hurts.
About Me:
(1) Your gender: Female.
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight.
(3) Single?: Too much so.
(4) Want to be? Not at all.
(5) Your birthday: April 13th.
(6) Age you wish you were: 21 is good.
(7) Your height: 5'1.
(8) Your weight: You're funny.
(9) The color of your eyes: Greenish/bluish/greyish.
(10) The color of your hair: Brunette.
(11) Piercings?: two in each ear.
(12) Tattoos?: Nope.
DO YOU...
(13) Smoke?: No.
(14) Do drugs?: Hell no.
(15) Read the newspaper?: Sometimes, usually only on Sundays... and I look through who is getting married/engaged haha.
(16) Pray?: Yes... but not nearly as much as I should.
(17) Talk to strangers who IM you?: Depends if they're annoying or not.
(18) Take walks in the rain?: Maybe if I had someone.
(19) Drive?: Yes.
(20) Like to drive fast? Yes.
HAVE YOU EVER...
(21) Hurt yourself?: Yeah...not it in a masochistic way, more so emotionally, etc..
(22) Been out of the country?: No.
(23) Been in love?: Yeah.
(24) Done drugs?: Heck no.
(25) Gone skinny dipping?: Nope.
(26) Had a surgery? No sir.
(27) Ran away from home?: Nah.
(28) Played strip poker?: No.
(29) Gotten beaten up?: Nope.
(30) Beaten up anyone?: Nah.
(31) Been picked on?: Sure a little maybe... nothing major.
(32) Been on stage?: Yes.
(33) Slept outdoors?: Yeah.
(34) Pulled an all-nighter?: A couple times.
(35) If yes, what is your record?: I dunno.
(36) Talked on the phone all night?: Yeah.
(37) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: Yes.
(38) Slept all day?: Yeah.
(39) Killed someone?: Maybe only in my head.
(40) Made out with a stranger?: No.
(41) Had sex with a stranger?: Hell no.
(42) Kissed the same sex? Not romantically.
(43) Betrayed a friend: Not that I know of.
(44) Been betrayed?: Yeah.
(45) Broken the law: Minor ones (speeding, etc.)
(46) Met a famous person?: Muhammad Ali.
(47) Been on radio/TV.?: I dunno... not that i know of.
(48) Been in a mosh-pit?: close enough to one to know I'd die.
(49) Had a nervous breakdown?: I'm sure...
(50) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: No?
(51) Had a dream that kept coming back?: Not really...
(52) Shoe brand? Vans.
(53) What are you normally wearing to school/work: stupid ass smock/khakis/shirt.
(54) Favorite T-shirt: I dunno.
(55) Judge other people by their clothing?: Only if it's really pathetic.
(56) Wear make-up?: Every day.
(57) Favorite place to shop?: Target/Best Buy.
(58) Favorite article of clothing?: pjs.
(59) Are you trendy?: Nah.
BELIEFS
(60) Believe in life on other planets?: I'm not sure.
(61) Miracles?: All around us.
(62) Astrology?: Fun to think about, don't take it seriously though.
(63) Magic?: illusions?
(64) God?: With all my heart.
(65) Satan?: Yes.
(66) Santa?: Of course.
(67) Ghosts?: Yes.
(68) Luck?: Nah not really.
(69) Love at first sight?: Lust at first site.
(70) Yin and Yang?: Meh.
(71) Witches?: Meh.
(72) Easter bunny?: No.
(73) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes.
(74) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: Nah.
(75) Do you wish on stars?: Sometimes.
LOVE, and all that stuff
(76) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: No?
(77) Do you remember your first love?: Yeah.
(78) Still love him/her?: No.
(79) Do you consider love a mistake? No?
(80) What do you find romantic? Truly loving someone for everything they are...
(82) Turn-off?: Ignorance, immaturity, I can go on forever...
(83) Do you base your judgement on looks alone? Hell no.
(84) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: Well it's not like it's the 1950's anymore folks. I didn't think it was an issue?
(85) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Yeah.
(86) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: If chubby is hot.
(87) What is best about the opposite sex?: I feel safe when I'm with them... that's one thing of many.
(88) What's the last present someone gave you?: A song.
(89) Are you in love?: not gonna go there because it obviously doesn't matter.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(90) That you laughed at?: Kim.
(91) That laughed at you?: I dunno... probably a co worker.
(92) That turned you on?: *zips lips*.
(93) You went shopping with?: Mother's Day shopping with Kim.
(94) To disappoint you?: Too many fucking people, one right after another.
(95) To ask you out?: Oh? and then turn me down yeah..
(96) To make you (want) to cry?: Haha... almost everyone at this point.
(97) To brighten up your day?: It's bittersweet, I suppose.
(98) That you thought about?: Him.
(99) You saw a movie with?: I don't remember probably Kim.
(100) That you talked with on the phone?: Eric.
(101) You talked to through IM? Lots of people.
(102) You saw that you knew?: my family?
(103) You turned down?: I dunno.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(104) Smiled?: At something at work tonight.
(105) Laughed? Ditto.
(106) Cried?: last night.
(107) Bought something? Yesterday, birthday card, mascara, and a movie.
(108) Danced?: a year ago.
(109) Were sarcastic?: All the time.
(110) Hugged someone?: Yesterday Eric hugged me when I have him his bday card.
(111) Talked to an ex?: not too long ago. ick.
(112) Watched your fav movie?: One of them was on in the background last night.
(113) Talked on the phone? Hour ago.
(114) Listened to the radio? This morning.
(115) watched TV?: the news is on in the background as we speak.
(116) Went out?: Ha...when's the last time I had a day off work?
(117) Helped someone?: At work.
(118) Sang?: Probably this morning.
(119) Said "I love you"?: to my mom or sis probably.
(120) Got drunk?: Never.
About Me:
(1) Your gender: Female.
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight.
(3) Single?: Too much so.
(4) Want to be? Not at all.
(5) Your birthday: April 13th.
(6) Age you wish you were: 21 is good.
(7) Your height: 5'1.
(8) Your weight: You're funny.
(9) The color of your eyes: Greenish/bluish/greyish.
(10) The color of your hair: Brunette.
(11) Piercings?: two in each ear.
(12) Tattoos?: Nope.
DO YOU...
(13) Smoke?: No.
(14) Do drugs?: Hell no.
(15) Read the newspaper?: Sometimes, usually only on Sundays... and I look through who is getting married/engaged haha.
(16) Pray?: Yes... but not nearly as much as I should.
(17) Talk to strangers who IM you?: Depends if they're annoying or not.
(18) Take walks in the rain?: Maybe if I had someone.
(19) Drive?: Yes.
(20) Like to drive fast? Yes.
HAVE YOU EVER...
(21) Hurt yourself?: Yeah...not it in a masochistic way, more so emotionally, etc..
(22) Been out of the country?: No.
(23) Been in love?: Yeah.
(24) Done drugs?: Heck no.
(25) Gone skinny dipping?: Nope.
(26) Had a surgery? No sir.
(27) Ran away from home?: Nah.
(28) Played strip poker?: No.
(29) Gotten beaten up?: Nope.
(30) Beaten up anyone?: Nah.
(31) Been picked on?: Sure a little maybe... nothing major.
(32) Been on stage?: Yes.
(33) Slept outdoors?: Yeah.
(34) Pulled an all-nighter?: A couple times.
(35) If yes, what is your record?: I dunno.
(36) Talked on the phone all night?: Yeah.
(37) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: Yes.
(38) Slept all day?: Yeah.
(39) Killed someone?: Maybe only in my head.
(40) Made out with a stranger?: No.
(41) Had sex with a stranger?: Hell no.
(42) Kissed the same sex? Not romantically.
(43) Betrayed a friend: Not that I know of.
(44) Been betrayed?: Yeah.
(45) Broken the law: Minor ones (speeding, etc.)
(46) Met a famous person?: Muhammad Ali.
(47) Been on radio/TV.?: I dunno... not that i know of.
(48) Been in a mosh-pit?: close enough to one to know I'd die.
(49) Had a nervous breakdown?: I'm sure...
(50) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: No?
(51) Had a dream that kept coming back?: Not really...
(52) Shoe brand? Vans.
(53) What are you normally wearing to school/work: stupid ass smock/khakis/shirt.
(54) Favorite T-shirt: I dunno.
(55) Judge other people by their clothing?: Only if it's really pathetic.
(56) Wear make-up?: Every day.
(57) Favorite place to shop?: Target/Best Buy.
(58) Favorite article of clothing?: pjs.
(59) Are you trendy?: Nah.
BELIEFS
(60) Believe in life on other planets?: I'm not sure.
(61) Miracles?: All around us.
(62) Astrology?: Fun to think about, don't take it seriously though.
(63) Magic?: illusions?
(64) God?: With all my heart.
(65) Satan?: Yes.
(66) Santa?: Of course.
(67) Ghosts?: Yes.
(68) Luck?: Nah not really.
(69) Love at first sight?: Lust at first site.
(70) Yin and Yang?: Meh.
(71) Witches?: Meh.
(72) Easter bunny?: No.
(73) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes.
(74) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: Nah.
(75) Do you wish on stars?: Sometimes.
LOVE, and all that stuff
(76) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: No?
(77) Do you remember your first love?: Yeah.
(78) Still love him/her?: No.
(79) Do you consider love a mistake? No?
(80) What do you find romantic? Truly loving someone for everything they are...
(82) Turn-off?: Ignorance, immaturity, I can go on forever...
(83) Do you base your judgement on looks alone? Hell no.
(84) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: Well it's not like it's the 1950's anymore folks. I didn't think it was an issue?
(85) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Yeah.
(86) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: If chubby is hot.
(87) What is best about the opposite sex?: I feel safe when I'm with them... that's one thing of many.
(88) What's the last present someone gave you?: A song.
(89) Are you in love?: not gonna go there because it obviously doesn't matter.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(90) That you laughed at?: Kim.
(91) That laughed at you?: I dunno... probably a co worker.
(92) That turned you on?: *zips lips*.
(93) You went shopping with?: Mother's Day shopping with Kim.
(94) To disappoint you?: Too many fucking people, one right after another.
(95) To ask you out?: Oh? and then turn me down yeah..
(96) To make you (want) to cry?: Haha... almost everyone at this point.
(97) To brighten up your day?: It's bittersweet, I suppose.
(98) That you thought about?: Him.
(99) You saw a movie with?: I don't remember probably Kim.
(100) That you talked with on the phone?: Eric.
(101) You talked to through IM? Lots of people.
(102) You saw that you knew?: my family?
(103) You turned down?: I dunno.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(104) Smiled?: At something at work tonight.
(105) Laughed? Ditto.
(106) Cried?: last night.
(107) Bought something? Yesterday, birthday card, mascara, and a movie.
(108) Danced?: a year ago.
(109) Were sarcastic?: All the time.
(110) Hugged someone?: Yesterday Eric hugged me when I have him his bday card.
(111) Talked to an ex?: not too long ago. ick.
(112) Watched your fav movie?: One of them was on in the background last night.
(113) Talked on the phone? Hour ago.
(114) Listened to the radio? This morning.
(115) watched TV?: the news is on in the background as we speak.
(116) Went out?: Ha...when's the last time I had a day off work?
(117) Helped someone?: At work.
(118) Sang?: Probably this morning.
(119) Said "I love you"?: to my mom or sis probably.
(120) Got drunk?: Never.