Jul 02, 2007 02:56
A little over a year ago I made a post about how I was feeling down but the wheel of Ka turns so soon I will be up again. I believe it is now turning up.
Life is very good now. Things seem to be falling into place better then I had been planning honestly
I have never doubted myself when it came to wanting to be a director and that I could make. Now I have never not doubted myself more... I hope that makes sense to you as well true believer.
If you haven't seen them go watch Kiss Kiss Bang Bang and Blue Velvet
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I want to date but know I can't because I can't be distracted from my film. Fighting against what you want when you know you shouldn't have it is fun... at times.It reassures yourself that you can accomplish difficult tasks.
I am one tear away tuxedo away from a crazy experience.
I have also realized that my standards can adjust on trial bases. I believe this to be a good thing.
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I have discovered that as long as I remain in large social groups aka SL I will never leave what I hated most about high school but fuck it I like hanging out with my friends.
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I called the cops on some drunk asshole driving out of a bar. I feel accomplished.
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L-O-V-E-L-I-F-E Here lies Andy finally free.
I love you Guys. Goodnight