on the move and comming out on top

[ash969]

finaly somethings have changed some for good some for worse but finlay some of the family issues i have had have finlay come undone the truth is out. and im finlay not being blamed for them. other things have been on my mind in fucking scared of leaving all my mates in the next few months. carnt see my life with out them been a bit distance with alot of them and need to sort that out. been reading alot more and going to the gym 5 times a week this is odd for me but need to start getting in the routeen of doing things and this is a step forward. i feel more rlaxed going to the gym using it as a way to eascape from relaity ove rthe past few days. and yer i broke one of my new years resalutiosn which was not to drinkw ell ye ri got wasted at tazzes birthday and it wasnt pretty. i know hwer ei need to change and where not to. im glad my step dad got back in touch with me which really liftyed my sprit where everyone told me he would just fuck off and leave me in the deep end

so lifes good but can be better and im gonna make it better for the people who are around me :)