thinkin' ....
OSS has me thinkin' .. go figure. maybe thats what its supposed to do. i already have 4 pages of my evidence of research done .. and thats just from ONE source. so im doin' alright.
another post on how ive changed. today is the first day of auditions for the musical. i kind of wanted to audition, but sometimes i just don't think that singing is me. and the people who knew me back when i was in ohio would be shocked, and telling me not to give up on myself. but truth is; im not giving up. im letting go of who i was. i GREW up. ive turned into someone else with different goals and dreams. i do love to sing; and maybe ill go out for a local theater production or something. i guess how it ended up; was just getting suspended the day of auditions; kind of is a sign that i shouldnt be doing it. and ill take it and leave it at that.
he makes me happy and i think everyone around me can see that. we've only been dating for a month .. but it seems and feels like we've known and been together with each other for much longer. i love that feeling.
i kind of want a new lj name. i don't really know what yet. any ideas? and i also would like a layout too .. so anybody willing to make me one i think i would <3 you forever.
anyways. i should get back to work.
another post on how ive changed. today is the first day of auditions for the musical. i kind of wanted to audition, but sometimes i just don't think that singing is me. and the people who knew me back when i was in ohio would be shocked, and telling me not to give up on myself. but truth is; im not giving up. im letting go of who i was. i GREW up. ive turned into someone else with different goals and dreams. i do love to sing; and maybe ill go out for a local theater production or something. i guess how it ended up; was just getting suspended the day of auditions; kind of is a sign that i shouldnt be doing it. and ill take it and leave it at that.
he makes me happy and i think everyone around me can see that. we've only been dating for a month .. but it seems and feels like we've known and been together with each other for much longer. i love that feeling.
i kind of want a new lj name. i don't really know what yet. any ideas? and i also would like a layout too .. so anybody willing to make me one i think i would <3 you forever.
anyways. i should get back to work.