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Its funny how my feelings go up and down... I can't ever make a decision about whether i'm happy or not.. after tonight, its really made me feel like i just need to go back home.. things up here aren't gonna work.. why keep trying..
i have no fucking idea why im writing this for ten million people to read and then have them be like, omg, shes going home.. blah blah..
but for some reason, i just dont care anymore.. yep, i'm struggling, i've always struggled here and i'm giving up this freakin fight thats been going on inside me for this past year...i guess i need to know when enough is enough.. and i think i've had my fill
i spent 3 hours at the hospital with bryan today.. cause he thought he broke his hand
dropped a class too.. 17 credit hours is insane
im officially ready for this fucking year to be over..
going to sleep.. lovely 9am class tomorrow..
i have no fucking idea why im writing this for ten million people to read and then have them be like, omg, shes going home.. blah blah..
but for some reason, i just dont care anymore.. yep, i'm struggling, i've always struggled here and i'm giving up this freakin fight thats been going on inside me for this past year...i guess i need to know when enough is enough.. and i think i've had my fill
i spent 3 hours at the hospital with bryan today.. cause he thought he broke his hand
dropped a class too.. 17 credit hours is insane
im officially ready for this fucking year to be over..
going to sleep.. lovely 9am class tomorrow..