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so i have been sick all week, and got miss a whole weeks worth of school:o)
its not really worth it tho cuz i have been sittin on this couch for so long. its gettin kinda lame. i am def starting to realize how soap operas stay on the air tho. they are so addicting!!! i dont know what im gonna do next week!!! ill have to rush home to watch the end of days of our lives.
today i finally got out into the real world. my mom and i went to a moviethis afternoon. it was really sad. Hotel Rwanda. you should all go see it, it is def an eye opener. its so hard for me to believe that people actually like like that and have to deal with wondering if they are going to make it through the next day. i cant ever imagine having people come into my house with guns and knives and just destroying everything including family memebers. it just takes my breath away. thing is, we would never experience anything like that because if we were at war here they would prob just bomb us or send some small pox or somthing like that over to kill us.
i went to janies after the movie and her divine and i had a really really deep convo about life, war and all kinds of good stuff. i love having really really deep convos with my really good friends:o) i love how into it we get. its wierd cuz with some people you just cant talk about real stuff with. like everything just seems so fake. but ahhh its so refreshing and exciting having deep convos.
i feel like i have opened my mind up a lot lately. like i think i just see things differently, and i really like it. ... like how much life we have left to live!. its so crazy how sometimes i feel like my life is ruined because of this past year but then i remember that im only fricken 18 and i have so much ahead of me! soooooooooooooooooooo much. im excited for my real life to start.
hannah it was SUPER fun hangin out tonight and getting to talk to you again!! i really really enjoyed it. we need to start hangin out more.. u should just tell mr. matt niemi that u need another night with miss ashley szczepanski :o) jk love u both(together)
janer ...always a good time and usually a deep talk lol.
later on we met up with kirsten linz jackers cassers and neemers. went to this party but i didnt have nemoney to get in and i had to go with han to go get my car so we just went ot TB and then i came home. n later went to pick my friends up from the FUN party :o/ :o)
oh well watchin fresh prince right now and my neck hurts cuz im sittin wierd on my couch so im out.
much love
ash