Jun 20, 2005 00:41
summer has been so great so far..
till this week.
tonight i found out that boy has been with my future roomie sence mexico.
then when i comfront...i get (from him) have a nice life.
fucked up I KNOW
i dont really know what to do right now
kind of in shock/wish i was never born.
why do these things keep happening to me?
why did i ever have to meet you in the 1st place?
why did he have to turn so damn sketchy? i used to love that kid so much. now i see it...
why lie to me? why try and act like were gonna be friends this summer if u are just going to be with her?
i feel so used, so stupid, so hurt... i hope i never love again because it is now the worst feeling in the world.
its crazy that today is also the 1 year reunion of when you told me about u and the other meg.
but last time u actually wanted to try and be nice.
sad ...so sad right now
i really dont want to go back to being depressed.