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[ash42587]

So tonight Atlee, me, Cristy and Cidnye all talked of how we ended up at UTD after graduation. And I've come to the conclusion that there is a reason we're all here. A reason we're all friends. Everything happens for a reason right? Cristy almost went to Emerson. Cidnye almost went to UNT. Atlee to UT in Austin. And me, well easily UNL or SMU. Sometimes I wonder what would of happened if I had started at SMU. Looking back on it now, I wouldn't change the decision I made to go to UTD. But still I wonder. Who I would of met. Would I of met Cal sooner? What would of happened? There are so many what if's. Though I know one thing, if I had gone to SMU I wouldn't of met the two most amazing people: Atlee and Cristy. If it wasn't for them, I honestly don't know where I'd be now. They are my rocks. I love them so much. And honestly, if it wasn't for them, I'd be at SMU right now. I would of put down my down payment for a dorm last May. But I can't leave them. And I love walking to class and running into people that I know. And not to sound conceited, but I'm popular here. I know so many people and I have so many opportunities, I don't want to give that up. And I know the reason I'm here, so I could meet the two people that are going to influence my life the most and we'll always be there for me. I see us 10 years from now just getting together like always, talking, watching Sex and the City, Will and Grace and even some Queer as Folk, kicking back and drinking us some cranberry vodkas.

What's in the past is in the past. The only thing I can do now is control my present and see what the future holds.

But hey we all know I'm going to end up at SMU for law school =)