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I give up on trying to sleep. Yes it is night 5 of this insomnia stuff. I've listened to all the Michael Buble and Sarah McLachlan I own in hope of trying to fall asleep, no such luck. I'll probably end up falling asleep for a couple of hours soon, or at least I hope I do. Then I have can some fantastic dreams that wake me up in a cold sweat and make me think about them all day. I guess even if you still think your past is dead it'll still haunt you in ways you can't control.
On the plus side Atlee came home today! And Cristy came home yesterday! Aww I missed my bestests! It was so good being with them tonight. I love them so much. We made alot of plans for this semester. First off we're having "themed" parties now beginning with all the decade parties. Of course, we're having the 80s one first, then a 70s/60s party which apparently we all have to be on some sort of drug for. I don't know how I feel about that. I mean I could try shrooms, but I'm too scared to. And I can't smoke. I'm not going to worry about it right now. Then a 50s and 20s party. And we have to go to the Zoo, the Aquarium, a strip club, ice skating, ah the list is at Cristy's so I don't quite remember it all, but we are going to have a good semester.
The winter here's cold and bitter,
it's chilled us to the bone.
We haven't seen the sun for weeks,
too long, too far from home.
On the plus side Atlee came home today! And Cristy came home yesterday! Aww I missed my bestests! It was so good being with them tonight. I love them so much. We made alot of plans for this semester. First off we're having "themed" parties now beginning with all the decade parties. Of course, we're having the 80s one first, then a 70s/60s party which apparently we all have to be on some sort of drug for. I don't know how I feel about that. I mean I could try shrooms, but I'm too scared to. And I can't smoke. I'm not going to worry about it right now. Then a 50s and 20s party. And we have to go to the Zoo, the Aquarium, a strip club, ice skating, ah the list is at Cristy's so I don't quite remember it all, but we are going to have a good semester.
The winter here's cold and bitter,
it's chilled us to the bone.
We haven't seen the sun for weeks,
too long, too far from home.