Dec 04, 2004 13:11
it's been FOREVER since i was here...
well, life sucks it's a never ending story and i'm tired
i broke up with my b/f which was stupid but i'v been talking to him and it's almost like were not broke up only we don't do anything sexual like before lol, and i think thats gonna come back to bite me in the ass
i know in my head were not together but it still "feels" like we are... he said if i wanted him back i just had to ask but i don't know, i have a BIG problem trusting people and i just don't trust him!. i mean i do but i don't and then i just get confused and BLAH!!
i think i just need to get laid lol well, thats only half the problem...
i don't feel like writing, typing whatever anymore so i guess thats it lol