(no subject)

[ash2ash]

work has consumed my life, being back on the floor is being rough, and accompanied by not getting much sleep its starting to effect my moods. even in rihmond with my friends it still hurts.today was a strange day at work. from 9 in the morning till probobly past the time i left there was a constant line. except for when a certain someone came into my line. i hadnt seen maegan in years ever since camp. i had talked to her once on the phone but that was it, just another person from my past who i had forgotten, but i was remembered by her which did make me smile. talked over my 15 and found out shes at j sarge while working to get money for school. she want to go out for dinner and catch up, aparently she still has pics of her me and elise who i still have letters and pictures from. i sat in my car for awhile outside the store, just listening to the thoughts in my head as "in the end played" i wept and it rained. i smiled and drove away. this year ...i look forward to see how it will turn out.

"...Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know....:"

how emo -.-