This is fun
This is fun isn't it. Writing on the LJ again. I just went through and read some of the entries that I had written over the years. It's always amusing doing that, seeing which stage you were in at that moment in time, taking yourself back to that moment, that day.
Time flies. Literally. I can not believe it's the end of 2007. WHAT!? I am almost 24...WHAT!! AND I am still with Jay... WHAT!! =)
What I missed most about livejournal was the writing. I used to write a lot. I love being creative and using my mind to come up with something that entertains people, or just myself is sufficient enough.
So my latest rant will go something like this:
I am afraid of what is coming up in my future. Isn't this the time in your life where you do some exploring. Figure out what really gets you going. What you really enjoy and what your passion for life will be. I don't think I've found that here at VS Publishing where I sell advertisements to tourists. OoOooOoo EXCITING!!! :o/
Jay is moving forward in his career. He's really trying to make a name for himself and get things done and make the money he's always dreamed of having. I am so envious of this path that he has taken. Granted, he's 42 and it's about effing time this happens. Right?
But me on the other hand. I have always said that I would make a name for myself, that people would know who I was. I would be that important, And I'm selling advertisements. Awesome!
Part of me wishes I could take an incredible pay cut just to find a job where I could write. Possibly for a newspaper or an online column. BUT that would be silly because I like my job and I make good money. I mean, 1/2 the time I'm chilling at home during work anyhow. I like to take advantage of the leanancy they have on the sales reps. here at VS.
Bottom line is I am going to try to explore my creative side again. I will try it out on here. And even if no one reads this, I will be able to vent and rant until my little fingers get numb on the keyboard.
Time flies. Literally. I can not believe it's the end of 2007. WHAT!? I am almost 24...WHAT!! AND I am still with Jay... WHAT!! =)
What I missed most about livejournal was the writing. I used to write a lot. I love being creative and using my mind to come up with something that entertains people, or just myself is sufficient enough.
So my latest rant will go something like this:
I am afraid of what is coming up in my future. Isn't this the time in your life where you do some exploring. Figure out what really gets you going. What you really enjoy and what your passion for life will be. I don't think I've found that here at VS Publishing where I sell advertisements to tourists. OoOooOoo EXCITING!!! :o/
Jay is moving forward in his career. He's really trying to make a name for himself and get things done and make the money he's always dreamed of having. I am so envious of this path that he has taken. Granted, he's 42 and it's about effing time this happens. Right?
But me on the other hand. I have always said that I would make a name for myself, that people would know who I was. I would be that important, And I'm selling advertisements. Awesome!
Part of me wishes I could take an incredible pay cut just to find a job where I could write. Possibly for a newspaper or an online column. BUT that would be silly because I like my job and I make good money. I mean, 1/2 the time I'm chilling at home during work anyhow. I like to take advantage of the leanancy they have on the sales reps. here at VS.
Bottom line is I am going to try to explore my creative side again. I will try it out on here. And even if no one reads this, I will be able to vent and rant until my little fingers get numb on the keyboard.