well its been a while
... but not much has happened, went out friday night to bluenote again and met up with caz again, my 21 year old dream, (lol) it was a fun night but joe was there and he said to ma mate about starting something but a few of ma mates said to me if he starts he's not gonna be getting up off the floor anytime soon, which is helpful, it means that i know if i ever get into any kinda problem it can be resolved easy with people being around to stop anything happening to me.
that makes me feel happier, but i was making out with caz loads that night and generally having lots of fun and for the first time in a while not getting pissed out of ma face, i was still a little drunk but i wasnt stupidly drunk so basically i could just relax and dance with caz and just have a laugh apart from the side order of joe being there but matt had told him just to leave me alone and just said to me as a friendly statement just keep away from the guy coz i dont want anything to happen, coz matt has a good idea of what would happen, so im just gonna avoid him all the time and also if he ever does do anything ma dad and ma stepdad are both gonna go down and have some serious words with him. its not right, the reason he's out to get me is coz apparantly i said to someone that he beat me up so i could get a day off work, i dont have a clue where that story got made up from, coz i just dont have a clue, the only thing is that i know is that he was being really awkward at work all night so i just walked out coz i had a really shit few days before and i wasnt gonna put up with something like that coz i just couldnt deal with it at that time, the days before i was pretty much ready to slit ma wrist.
but enough of that,
on the saturday i went to kev's party, that was a good laugh, everyone just hangin around and drinkin and stuff and i was just there in the tent getting stoned and spent the rest of the night unconsious, lol
but yeah theres nothing else to say, there is but i dont wanna get into it
so cya later my thin book of crap of my pointless life over the last month or so.
bye anyone who might care, i know theres a few that do care so im saying goodbye to you (they know who they are)
bye bye
that makes me feel happier, but i was making out with caz loads that night and generally having lots of fun and for the first time in a while not getting pissed out of ma face, i was still a little drunk but i wasnt stupidly drunk so basically i could just relax and dance with caz and just have a laugh apart from the side order of joe being there but matt had told him just to leave me alone and just said to me as a friendly statement just keep away from the guy coz i dont want anything to happen, coz matt has a good idea of what would happen, so im just gonna avoid him all the time and also if he ever does do anything ma dad and ma stepdad are both gonna go down and have some serious words with him. its not right, the reason he's out to get me is coz apparantly i said to someone that he beat me up so i could get a day off work, i dont have a clue where that story got made up from, coz i just dont have a clue, the only thing is that i know is that he was being really awkward at work all night so i just walked out coz i had a really shit few days before and i wasnt gonna put up with something like that coz i just couldnt deal with it at that time, the days before i was pretty much ready to slit ma wrist.
but enough of that,
on the saturday i went to kev's party, that was a good laugh, everyone just hangin around and drinkin and stuff and i was just there in the tent getting stoned and spent the rest of the night unconsious, lol
but yeah theres nothing else to say, there is but i dont wanna get into it
so cya later my thin book of crap of my pointless life over the last month or so.
bye anyone who might care, i know theres a few that do care so im saying goodbye to you (they know who they are)
bye bye