Dec 27, 2005 10:44
These last few days have been amazing.
Lawrence is in town now, and I couldn't be happier! I thought he'd never make it here and now that he's here, I cherish every moment we get to spend together.
We've been spending a lot of time together since he's got in on Friday. I actually get more time with him then I thought I would. But.. of course. I'm not complaining. I love being with him.
I told him last night that I have this weird feeling since he's been here. Now that he's here and we are together... I don't want him to leave. There's a strong urge inside of me that tells me to drop everything here and go to California to be with him forever. After this trip, I know that I want to be with him. I wish it was as easy as I say it is to drop everything here and go with him. Only if things weren't holding me back here. But as soon as I get things worked out here.... I will be with him. If he still wants to be with me forever....
I love him more than words can say, and I cherish every moment that I am in his arms.
Pictures to come... eventually...