no direction
Well, I've officially figured out that i have no direction in my life. I have no clue what I'm doing with my life anymore. I was so convinced that I knew what I was going to do after high school and now I'm just back to square 1. I have no job, no car, no college, bad SAT scores and everything else. I am so not ready for all of this yet. I probably should have stayed in mass but i dont know. Maybe I will move to Brooklyn with my auntie lauren and stay with her for a bit. And I finally have figured out that relationships are so not worth the hassle, aggrivation, depression, heartache, stress, and horrible aftermath. even if sometimes they are good.. And also, I figured out that i'm just going to stop looking for a relationship because some guys are just going to treat me bad, and you know what? thats their loss, not mine.