lucky
i have two weeks off from the theater. i cleaned my room! the weekend rocked.
damn it. i start these entries feeling like there is something i need to communicate to the world. then i start and find that either a) it's nothing worth saying or b) i don't know how to say it. when i find myself in this particular predicament, i tend to start writing random things that probably don't make any sense to anyone.
feel free to stop reading.
i love that it isn't sappy. i can spend days and if i start to get annoyed, i just leave you with my room mates for a while. and, even if it doesn't seem like it, the things you say really do help me.
season three of the L word comes out on october 24th. the suicide girls will be in philly this week.
i'm glad we've started talking again. i do feel a little strange about it, but i just don't want people to hate me. however, the people who are going to hate me probably already do. sometimes i wonder if your parents are bitter about it.
if you knew she would, would you leave?
one of my best friends is engaged.
i've been considering trying to take my pills again. all of them. or maybe going back to the doctor. i don't really want to, but i still haven't found someone to confide in. there are people who would listen, but then i feel like i'm talking about myself too much. the doctors were supposed to help with that.
i'm terrified that i'm going to fail spanish. i have no idea what is going on. i failed my test.
fuck. that all put me in a really bad mood. now i'm going to go lay in bed, stare at the wall, and think about things that i don't want to think about.
damn it. i start these entries feeling like there is something i need to communicate to the world. then i start and find that either a) it's nothing worth saying or b) i don't know how to say it. when i find myself in this particular predicament, i tend to start writing random things that probably don't make any sense to anyone.
feel free to stop reading.
i love that it isn't sappy. i can spend days and if i start to get annoyed, i just leave you with my room mates for a while. and, even if it doesn't seem like it, the things you say really do help me.
season three of the L word comes out on october 24th. the suicide girls will be in philly this week.
i'm glad we've started talking again. i do feel a little strange about it, but i just don't want people to hate me. however, the people who are going to hate me probably already do. sometimes i wonder if your parents are bitter about it.
if you knew she would, would you leave?
one of my best friends is engaged.
i've been considering trying to take my pills again. all of them. or maybe going back to the doctor. i don't really want to, but i still haven't found someone to confide in. there are people who would listen, but then i feel like i'm talking about myself too much. the doctors were supposed to help with that.
i'm terrified that i'm going to fail spanish. i have no idea what is going on. i failed my test.
fuck. that all put me in a really bad mood. now i'm going to go lay in bed, stare at the wall, and think about things that i don't want to think about.