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Blerg. Even though I have a date tonight, I'm still depressed as fuck on Valentine's Day. Past experience, perhaps? That in combination with feeling that I've no control over my body seemingly falling apart makes me irritated and snappish.
I don't know why my body is being a pain in the ass (not quite literally, but almost). I've been having joint problems since early January, but the pain has intensified to a degree that almost makes me not want to get out of bed in the morning. I hate having to take two or three different kind of pills just to take care of the basic needs that require movement (dressing, showering, etc) and getting to class. It's even more difficult to find a competent doctor who will actually look at the problem instead of just writing me more prescriptions or giving me shots. I can't take much more medication without doing damage to internal organs and preliminary research on my own has found nothing.
Blarg.
I don't know why my body is being a pain in the ass (not quite literally, but almost). I've been having joint problems since early January, but the pain has intensified to a degree that almost makes me not want to get out of bed in the morning. I hate having to take two or three different kind of pills just to take care of the basic needs that require movement (dressing, showering, etc) and getting to class. It's even more difficult to find a competent doctor who will actually look at the problem instead of just writing me more prescriptions or giving me shots. I can't take much more medication without doing damage to internal organs and preliminary research on my own has found nothing.
Blarg.