a day in the life...

May 18, 2005 23:11

ok, more than a day, but...
life is life; went on a few dates with this guy, he's ok. he's 21...need i say more?
i have some additional prospects, but for now im just chillin', watchin' and waitin'.
i am extemely sexually frustrated, im hoping it will fade with time...
work, is well, waitressing, it has its good days and i enjoy most of the people i work with.
i had an interview today, but im not saying anything more (don't wanna jinx it.)
i am going to my first nascar event on saturday; the all star race...CHASE PISTONE! thats who i am rooting for, yes, only because he is HOT! i have nothing else to go off because i don't know shit about nascar, or any sport for that matter. there are suppose to be hotties everywhere. i am definitely looking forward to a day of looking at hotties from behind my super dark sunglasses. the lengths i go to in order to keep myself entertained...lol.
i think about scott a lot, i do miss him more than i let on, oh well. it has gotten easier, no more tears, just this empty feeling in my stomach most of the time. mostly from being lonely, i guess. *sigh* his father's birthday is today, happy birthday to him, he is a wonderful man. bed...sounds good, think i will make my way to sweet dreams, no more wet dreams though, they are really frustrating me!
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