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I have not posted in ages, and I'm not really what's spurring me to do so.
I think it might be because I'm listening to Baird Caner, and I just don't want to turn him off and sleep.
Things in my life have been good. I have been really busy with school, and that is the generic answer I have been giving when everyone asks me how I am. I have a lot of work, but none of it really seems to bother me. I love the literature I am reading, and I like the classes. I have also been writing again, which makes me feel wonderful. I have decided that no matter how bad I may be, my true goal in life is to publish a novel. It is nice to have a childhood dream again, though I am no longer a child.
Outside of school things are okay. Jordan is still wonderful, and we are approaching our six month. Things with my family have become difficult. My grandfather's alzheimers has completely taken over, he no longer knows who we are. He asks my mother if she has a family when she visits him. It makes me cry. My grandmother is in the hospital because of pnemonia, but mainly because of the stress she is under. My mother is kind of falling apart, between this and such long hard days at work. It has been killing me.
I still have been dying to ride. I still need to fix my camera. I love seeing old friends lately, and seeing Kelly more. The more I see them the more I miss high school, and Northbridge. I want to be home more.
I'm planning on working at camp again, and I am looking forward to it. I want to get my instructors license so I can teach the beginners. My boss wants me in the program really badly. It should also mean more pay, which is nice. More pay is more traveling and being spontaneous, which I have had the urge to be lately.
Oh and, I've been thinking about life a lot. Maybe it was turing twenty or something. I'm scared.
I think it might be because I'm listening to Baird Caner, and I just don't want to turn him off and sleep.
Things in my life have been good. I have been really busy with school, and that is the generic answer I have been giving when everyone asks me how I am. I have a lot of work, but none of it really seems to bother me. I love the literature I am reading, and I like the classes. I have also been writing again, which makes me feel wonderful. I have decided that no matter how bad I may be, my true goal in life is to publish a novel. It is nice to have a childhood dream again, though I am no longer a child.
Outside of school things are okay. Jordan is still wonderful, and we are approaching our six month. Things with my family have become difficult. My grandfather's alzheimers has completely taken over, he no longer knows who we are. He asks my mother if she has a family when she visits him. It makes me cry. My grandmother is in the hospital because of pnemonia, but mainly because of the stress she is under. My mother is kind of falling apart, between this and such long hard days at work. It has been killing me.
I still have been dying to ride. I still need to fix my camera. I love seeing old friends lately, and seeing Kelly more. The more I see them the more I miss high school, and Northbridge. I want to be home more.
I'm planning on working at camp again, and I am looking forward to it. I want to get my instructors license so I can teach the beginners. My boss wants me in the program really badly. It should also mean more pay, which is nice. More pay is more traveling and being spontaneous, which I have had the urge to be lately.
Oh and, I've been thinking about life a lot. Maybe it was turing twenty or something. I'm scared.