[ONESHOT] Forever Does Not Exist... Or It Does?
Title: Forever Does Not Exist... Or It Does?
Author: asdfghjklhynne; former lhynnechan
Pairing: RicSyung (Eric x Hyesung), slight WanSyung (Dongwan x Hyesung) & WooDong (Minwoo x Dongwan)
Genre: Fluff, Romance, Boy x Boy, Alternative Universe
Rating: PG-13
Length: Oneshot; wrote this on ipad so i have no idea how many wordcount
Disclaimer: I only own these ahjusshis in my dreams.
Summary: The struggle on bitterness.
A/N: comeback after three years! hahaha
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Forever doesn't exist.
My thoughts went to that couple on the nearby bench performing such gross public display of affection. How dare them pollute the environment with their dirty acts. As if I know, that guy only sees that girl as a sex object. Why, look at that lewd look plastered on his ugly face. The other doesn't mind; in fact she likes it, with the way she's giggling at him. What the f.
Okay, you're going to start judging me again. You'll say, "How bitter can you get." Keep the judgmental thoughts to yourself, people. Who cares about your opinion. Tch.
I can't help it; I just had my first ever break-up. Five years, such a waste. I should've gone traveling on those five effin' years, not babysitting some stupid moron.
On a scale of motherfucker to bullshit, how would you rate your ex-boyfriend?
Selfish. Only cares about himself. Always making me wait. It feels so one-sided, like I'm the only one doing the work in the relationship.
Kim Dongwan. As I roll my tongue over that name, my lips automatically curls up in delight. He used to be my favorite person. Waking up to his eye wrinkles when we sleep together. Photographs of us filling up the four blank corners of our shared apartment. Creating breakfast together using leftovers from last night's dinner, and then eating outside right after work. Doing charity works every weekend. Those were our daily routines. He means everything to me... before.
We were so happy back then. I thought five years is enough for us to finally settle down for good. In Europe. Where everyone isn't against on endless display of rainbows.
It just happened. One day, we were mad at each other. Throwing things here and there, like your typical husband and wife. He accused me of having other man. Like what the hell, the only man I'm hanging out with is him and my loyal bestfriend, Park Junjin. Tch, accusing me such ridiculous things when all this time, he was the one who should be accused on.
A certain Lee Minwoo happened.
I just figured out he likes crescent-like eyes more than my brown ones, as I stared at the guy clinging oh so dangerously on him. And when Dongwan kissed him, I guess that was his answer to my question.
Okay, I'm better off without him.
I thought it would take years for me to move on from such bitterness. It went faster as I moved back to US.
Then I met Eric. The handsome man who lives next door.
He's weird, tho. He's either playing Clash of Clans with a bandana tied on his head or talking with his dog, Gondola? Gori? Whatever. The dog doesn't obey him based on its actions. Lol. Andy, one of my friends in States introduced me to him. Because they're game buddies.
I thought he's straight. I saw his image here in the west side; it was chaotic mess. Vulnerable. He watches straight porn with his nigga friends. Joining street rap contests with his explicit lyrics. Countless blonde girls flocking over him. I stand no chance.
Until he defended me from the bullying of his so-called friends. Turns out they're fake.
He told me he's tired of that gangster image. When he's with me and Andy, he feels like he's on his true self. So he quitted the west side life and continued life with us. I just discovered the romantic side of him, and I feel like regretting everything.
Who wouldn't be annoyed of his explicit self-composed poem? Don't bother reading it, it's disgusting! And yep, it's written perfectly in English. And the roses... God, does he have a backyard full of roses? He never fails to give me one. AND IN PUBLIC! Has he no shame?
Define cheese. Yep, Eric Mun is his name. Cheesy is his middle name.
Okay, fine. I finally give in to his offer... being his lover. I joined his clan in COC and fought the battle with him, just like in our relationship... working things out together. Whenever I had free time after my lecture class (Yes, I'm a teacher), I take Gomdori (Eric told me the dog's real name, and he scolded me from calling the dog Gori LOL) on the park for long walks. Of course, the dog's owner won't allow himself to be left behind. I feel like I've raised a dog, cos it only listens to me. Hahaha, poor owner.
The relationship goals that Dongwan missed, Eric granted it one by one. I'm not telling you, it's a secret.
I feel at home... in the form of him.
Right now, whenever I see couples displaying sweet gestures in public... I just feel like clutching my hand on Eric's big ones.
Conclusion? Forever doesn't exist.
Lifetime does.
#foreverdoesntexistordoesit
Author: asdfghjklhynne; former lhynnechan
Pairing: RicSyung (Eric x Hyesung), slight WanSyung (Dongwan x Hyesung) & WooDong (Minwoo x Dongwan)
Genre: Fluff, Romance, Boy x Boy, Alternative Universe
Rating: PG-13
Length: Oneshot; wrote this on ipad so i have no idea how many wordcount
Disclaimer: I only own these ahjusshis in my dreams.
Summary: The struggle on bitterness.
A/N: comeback after three years! hahaha
---
Forever doesn't exist.
My thoughts went to that couple on the nearby bench performing such gross public display of affection. How dare them pollute the environment with their dirty acts. As if I know, that guy only sees that girl as a sex object. Why, look at that lewd look plastered on his ugly face. The other doesn't mind; in fact she likes it, with the way she's giggling at him. What the f.
Okay, you're going to start judging me again. You'll say, "How bitter can you get." Keep the judgmental thoughts to yourself, people. Who cares about your opinion. Tch.
I can't help it; I just had my first ever break-up. Five years, such a waste. I should've gone traveling on those five effin' years, not babysitting some stupid moron.
On a scale of motherfucker to bullshit, how would you rate your ex-boyfriend?
Selfish. Only cares about himself. Always making me wait. It feels so one-sided, like I'm the only one doing the work in the relationship.
Kim Dongwan. As I roll my tongue over that name, my lips automatically curls up in delight. He used to be my favorite person. Waking up to his eye wrinkles when we sleep together. Photographs of us filling up the four blank corners of our shared apartment. Creating breakfast together using leftovers from last night's dinner, and then eating outside right after work. Doing charity works every weekend. Those were our daily routines. He means everything to me... before.
We were so happy back then. I thought five years is enough for us to finally settle down for good. In Europe. Where everyone isn't against on endless display of rainbows.
It just happened. One day, we were mad at each other. Throwing things here and there, like your typical husband and wife. He accused me of having other man. Like what the hell, the only man I'm hanging out with is him and my loyal bestfriend, Park Junjin. Tch, accusing me such ridiculous things when all this time, he was the one who should be accused on.
A certain Lee Minwoo happened.
I just figured out he likes crescent-like eyes more than my brown ones, as I stared at the guy clinging oh so dangerously on him. And when Dongwan kissed him, I guess that was his answer to my question.
Okay, I'm better off without him.
I thought it would take years for me to move on from such bitterness. It went faster as I moved back to US.
Then I met Eric. The handsome man who lives next door.
He's weird, tho. He's either playing Clash of Clans with a bandana tied on his head or talking with his dog, Gondola? Gori? Whatever. The dog doesn't obey him based on its actions. Lol. Andy, one of my friends in States introduced me to him. Because they're game buddies.
I thought he's straight. I saw his image here in the west side; it was chaotic mess. Vulnerable. He watches straight porn with his nigga friends. Joining street rap contests with his explicit lyrics. Countless blonde girls flocking over him. I stand no chance.
Until he defended me from the bullying of his so-called friends. Turns out they're fake.
He told me he's tired of that gangster image. When he's with me and Andy, he feels like he's on his true self. So he quitted the west side life and continued life with us. I just discovered the romantic side of him, and I feel like regretting everything.
Who wouldn't be annoyed of his explicit self-composed poem? Don't bother reading it, it's disgusting! And yep, it's written perfectly in English. And the roses... God, does he have a backyard full of roses? He never fails to give me one. AND IN PUBLIC! Has he no shame?
Define cheese. Yep, Eric Mun is his name. Cheesy is his middle name.
Okay, fine. I finally give in to his offer... being his lover. I joined his clan in COC and fought the battle with him, just like in our relationship... working things out together. Whenever I had free time after my lecture class (Yes, I'm a teacher), I take Gomdori (Eric told me the dog's real name, and he scolded me from calling the dog Gori LOL) on the park for long walks. Of course, the dog's owner won't allow himself to be left behind. I feel like I've raised a dog, cos it only listens to me. Hahaha, poor owner.
The relationship goals that Dongwan missed, Eric granted it one by one. I'm not telling you, it's a secret.
I feel at home... in the form of him.
Right now, whenever I see couples displaying sweet gestures in public... I just feel like clutching my hand on Eric's big ones.
Conclusion? Forever doesn't exist.
Lifetime does.
#foreverdoesntexistordoesit