Mar 07, 2013 19:21
I always thought I was an oddball. As the years would pass by, I see friends who have met someone they "love". I see friends going through heart break. I see friends asking me why I'm still single, I could never stay interested in any man I was seeing. So much so that I was beginning to think I was a Lesbian.
I'm 20 now, and I have faced myself and accepted who I am. I am a person who has no faith in men.
Until now, I've never met anyone who could adjust my ironclad thought on men being pigs and utterly useless beings.
Until now... I met him. When I look at him, all I see is someone like me, trying to live life. Making each and every mistake along the way. Living honest to himself. Not a liar to me. Honest to me. Loving me.
Even his GF knows of us. How can a cheater be so honest? How can he take such risks? He is not afraid. Which makes being in his arms so much more comfortable and reassuring.
I still don't know what this is. What ever it is, it's dangerous. I'm still learning, and I'm still willing. There hasn't been anything that has thwarted me otherwise. I just hope I can have all of you in the end. Until then, let's enjoy the ride. Our love is a sure thing.
other woman,
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love,
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