i'm thinking of stuff thinking thinking all day of stuff to write to friends and friends and friends, but most of it well it never does get sent. disappears or distracts away
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wow... i have to agree with mrrrrnda on this.... yeah... you want there to be a small spark and then you want it in one trillionth of a second to grow to the size of a grapefruit... a fucking grapefruit.
and no... its a spark.. and it needs fuel, and time.... making sound... opens up the world just so... making a thousand sounds, will make a big opening.. then you can reach right in and pull your magnum opus.
I also agree with laszlo... now there are no expectations... thats it... youre done... youre here. This is of course a total lie... (parents, friends, etc) but it is also true. Just chill you have time... alot of time, youve lived like 1/4 of your life... this may breed panick but think how long it took, everything from here on out is yours, you do with it... you graduated... literally figuratively blah blah blah.... so play a song... sit on the roof unmoving letting the vitamin D seep into your skin... and while the chemicals are firing and the sun is setting, youll sit up with a start... and idea... for a plan? a note? the exact right thing to tell a friend in a letter, and then youll go take a leak, and forget half of it. But youll do the other half, and thus adding to your accomplishments thoughts and ideas... and it will all come together some day... into a plan, a thought or an object that is beautiful.
yeah... you want there to be a small spark and then you want it in one trillionth of a second to grow to the size of a grapefruit... a fucking grapefruit.
and no... its a spark.. and it needs fuel, and time....
making sound... opens up the world just so... making a thousand sounds,
will make a big opening.. then you can reach right in and pull your magnum opus.
I also agree with laszlo... now there are no expectations... thats it... youre done... youre here. This is of course a total lie... (parents, friends, etc) but it is also true. Just chill you have time... alot of time, youve lived like 1/4 of your life... this may breed panick but think how long it took, everything from here on out is yours, you do with it... you graduated... literally figuratively blah blah blah.... so play a song... sit on the roof unmoving letting the vitamin D seep into your skin... and while the chemicals are firing and the sun is setting, youll sit up with a start... and idea... for a plan? a note? the exact right thing to tell a friend in a letter, and then youll go take a leak, and forget half of it. But youll do the other half, and thus adding to your accomplishments thoughts and ideas... and it will all come together some day... into a plan, a thought or an object that is beautiful.
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