yummy spanish boys
so, remember that dude i mentioned two entries ago? the dude who is really not my normal "type" but i still sorta go goo over? WELLL he asked me for a ride home last night. he said he'd give me money. i told him no because he lives like 7 minutes away from work and that either a hug or something else would be perfectly fine. i was too shy to mention what the something else was [a kiss] and so he was all like, "what else what else?" i told him that he can think about it during work and let me know the possabilites that he came up with. so we're driving to his house w/ dusty in the back and he turns to me and asks what the something else is. that it could be a ton of things but he just didn't know. i was still chicken shit and couldn't tell him what i really really wanted. i told him that i could tell him easily, if i could see inside his head. to see how he felt about me. did he think of me as just a friend? possibly something more? would he be repulsed by the idea of kissing me? but i can't so i was still shy. eventually we both got out so he could give me nice big hug and he guessed. it was a bit awkward at first but we did and it was like wam bam yeeah! i felt bad for dusty, he was sitting in the car for like a half hour or so as we made out and such...
so, i gave him my phone number and i'm very mad at myself. i promised myself not to be the type of girl who just sits by waiting for a guy to call her. so i was upstairs blow drying my hair while my phone was downstairs and of course he called me a couple of times. god dammit that made me mad that i didn't bring it with me. so i grabbed my phone, sat on my couch and said that i am just going to sit and watch movie and just happen to have my phone near me in case he calls again. after like five/ten minutes my phone made it's "whoohoo whoohoo" noise that means voicemail. and he had just called me again but of course i didn't have service there!
SO now i've become the girl who i originally wanted to avoid and am waiting patiantly by my phone for him to call me again. BUT HE'S NOT!!!!! god fucking dammit.
so, i gave him my phone number and i'm very mad at myself. i promised myself not to be the type of girl who just sits by waiting for a guy to call her. so i was upstairs blow drying my hair while my phone was downstairs and of course he called me a couple of times. god dammit that made me mad that i didn't bring it with me. so i grabbed my phone, sat on my couch and said that i am just going to sit and watch movie and just happen to have my phone near me in case he calls again. after like five/ten minutes my phone made it's "whoohoo whoohoo" noise that means voicemail. and he had just called me again but of course i didn't have service there!
SO now i've become the girl who i originally wanted to avoid and am waiting patiantly by my phone for him to call me again. BUT HE'S NOT!!!!! god fucking dammit.