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I hate having the feeling that my life is out of my control. I guess there are some aspects of life that I'll never be able to control, and I just need to be resigned to that and learn to deal with it. But what I hate the most is not being able to control myself, my emotions. I really thought I was doing better with that, but sometimes I just sit and want to kick myself for not taking reality as it is. I need to realize that some things, no matter what I do or think, will never change, but I can't seem to get myself out of this rut.
I don't know...sometimes I just wish I could shut parts of my brain down so they would stop causing me all of this frustration and anxiety. It's weird how some things can make you happy and sad at the exact same time. What's that definition of insanity again? Reapeating the same action over and over again and expecting different results...It may be time to start questioning my sainity then.
Oh well, time to start thinking about heading down to the soccer game...Go Scotties!
I don't know...sometimes I just wish I could shut parts of my brain down so they would stop causing me all of this frustration and anxiety. It's weird how some things can make you happy and sad at the exact same time. What's that definition of insanity again? Reapeating the same action over and over again and expecting different results...It may be time to start questioning my sainity then.
Oh well, time to start thinking about heading down to the soccer game...Go Scotties!