isn't break supposed to be fun and relaxing?
I feel like maybe I should try and update when I have something good to say, but today just pushed me over the edge and I have to get some of this stuff off my chest. Here goes.
Break has been going pretty well so far. I went to the movies with my mom (Narnia) and my dad (Producers...really funny if anyone is wondering), we went to a family friend's house for Chrismiss (that's for you Meredyth) dinner, I've been sleeping a lot. Normal break stuff I guess. Chanukah has been good so far too (even if I have yet to get anything I actually asked for) and Hanukkah dinner with my grandparents was actually enjoyable for a change.
So, now you may wonder what do I actually have to complain about.
First (and most of all), I miss everyone. It's sad and I wish I could say I've been making up for it by hanging out with friends from home, but everyone (except for my awesome friend/facebook husband Jason, but he's in SC for a while) seems to have drifted apart more than I was expecting and it makes me sad. I'm so used to having Jessie to talk to or just being able to walk down the hall if I get lonely or need someone to talk to, but I can't do that here. Also, swimming is really depressing me because I've been working so hard at school, but I get here and I have to practice with my sister's group and I'm back to feeling slow and pathetic (which I am compared to all of the other people). The thing that really hits me hard, though, and I just found out about this a few hours ago, is that my sister has a new boyfriend (only about a month after her split with her previous guy). Most people who will read this will be able to figure out why this is utterly disheartening and depressing.
So, basically, I've been sitting home alone a lot while my younger sister goes out every night with her friends. What happened to my life?
Hopefully I'll be able to update later with something better to say. Sorry I rambled on so long about my pathetic existence away from Agnes.
Break has been going pretty well so far. I went to the movies with my mom (Narnia) and my dad (Producers...really funny if anyone is wondering), we went to a family friend's house for Chrismiss (that's for you Meredyth) dinner, I've been sleeping a lot. Normal break stuff I guess. Chanukah has been good so far too (even if I have yet to get anything I actually asked for) and Hanukkah dinner with my grandparents was actually enjoyable for a change.
So, now you may wonder what do I actually have to complain about.
First (and most of all), I miss everyone. It's sad and I wish I could say I've been making up for it by hanging out with friends from home, but everyone (except for my awesome friend/facebook husband Jason, but he's in SC for a while) seems to have drifted apart more than I was expecting and it makes me sad. I'm so used to having Jessie to talk to or just being able to walk down the hall if I get lonely or need someone to talk to, but I can't do that here. Also, swimming is really depressing me because I've been working so hard at school, but I get here and I have to practice with my sister's group and I'm back to feeling slow and pathetic (which I am compared to all of the other people). The thing that really hits me hard, though, and I just found out about this a few hours ago, is that my sister has a new boyfriend (only about a month after her split with her previous guy). Most people who will read this will be able to figure out why this is utterly disheartening and depressing.
So, basically, I've been sitting home alone a lot while my younger sister goes out every night with her friends. What happened to my life?
Hopefully I'll be able to update later with something better to say. Sorry I rambled on so long about my pathetic existence away from Agnes.