recruited?

Feb 01, 2004 15:06

On Monday? (01/19/04) I was friended by queer_recruit
Hmm ... is this like spam? {I thought}
so I go to look at ~queer_recruit/info to see who had friended me and perhaps why.

I've created this journal to recruit heterosexuals to fall in love with their same-sex friends.
While recruiting people to have affection for a thing is an interesting proposition...
I have no friends... same sex or otherwise.

Obviously I'm incapable of recruiting you unless you agree to be recruited, but if you do find the idea worth considering,
Good to know, I think I would have been very peeved if it were mandatory.

I'm here to answer any questions I can and ask you questions you might not otherwise have considered.
I have considered all the following topics:
1) Have you ever heard "I wanna be a homosexual" by Screeching Weasel? it's a great song. I don't think they're homosexuals, but it's a great song.
2) If water flows clock-wise in the N. Hemisphere, counter clock-wise in the S.Hemisphere, what happens when you flush a toilet which is bisected by the equator?
3) Is Elvis dead, really?
4) What's the meaning of life?
5) Will my stock portfolio recover and if so when and for how long?

For example:
If you've been in love with members of the opposite sex, were you able to achieve as much communication and understanding with them as you've achieved with your closest same-sex friends?
Boys are angry I don't like them. I've almost always been able to achieve better communication with women/girls/females, though they lie and are mean too.

If the mere physical body someone was born with is enough to prevent you from falling in love with them no matter how much better communication and understanding and completely perfectly well-matched minds you have with them than with anyone else in the world, doesn't that make the whole meaning of "falling in love" awfully shallowly physical and emotionally meaningless?
I'm not big on the whole "L-O-V-E" word thing. Sure part of it's cowardice, but there more to it than that. People seem to load the term up to mean whatever the hell they want it to mean. I do not understand the importance of labeling your affections with certain parameters, stipulations, etc. etc. . There is also a pressure which goes along with this. Are we in it? or are we not? I personally don't care, but I have been with people who do, it's annoying. I've cared for them very deeply and it's generally meant nothing to them 'cause I didn't express in such a way which involve some word or some proper conduct. This has been very frustrating.

Back to the question I have many thing to prevent communications besides said 'mere physical body'

I haven't had a big thing for boys ... maybe one or two in passing, but nothing so motivating which to actually do something about.

A long time ago in my mind ...

SUPEREGO: the id wants to have meeting.

EGO: A meeting? That unusual, the id usually just asks for and/or takes what he wants.

SE: Well he announced that he wants everyone in the psyche to be there.

E: okay. I'll go out of sheer curiosity.

ID: greetings... I'd like to thank all of you for coming. I have recently had a realization. I have found my purpose you might say. I'm not merely about survival or greed anymore ... (though still do like my food) and materialism and toys. I have a new mission and a new mission-statement, which I would like to tell you:I would like to have sex with all the attractive girls of the world (in every conceivable way which does not disgust me), then have sex with most of them again, and continue to repeat.
SE: Sex is wrong.
ID: I want it.
E: That would be difficult.
ID: So?

.... there was much debate ... and still is.
but this was and is my id's mission-statement.
It's not that I have anything particular against boys. it's just 96% of my id's energy is spent on that, when it's not about food or materialism. This leaves little time for anything else.

If you have any objection to being on my friends list, feel free to ask to be removed from it and I will remove you right away.
I've got no problem with it. If I develop one I'll let you know.

For the record in a way It's good to be recruited... the heterosexuals never recruited me, not in any sort of official fashion. Though I decline 'til further notice, if there happens to be some sort of R.S.V.P. sort of thing.

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