NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyone, i'm soooo sorry. i'm so sorry. i have failed you all and myself. i can no longer live comfortably, not knowing about what i did. i know you all shall forgive me in do time, but sadly that time is not now. all of the expectations of me by my peers have gone down the drain. no longer can i say that "I'm The #1 Stunna!" now i'm "The #1 Loser!" how can i live with myself. on my list of things to do before i die was to protect all of the people i care about, family, friends, domestic enemies, future girlfriends, etc. how can i do that now knowing that i'm a failure. to you this may seem like rant, but i'm being quite serious right now, mre serious than i've ever been. i'm sooooo sorry guys. i did not qualify with my M4. i can't shoot anymore. my life is done. i got to go sulk in my dispare. later, maybe.