just one more

[ascensionblue]

i was hanging out with my friend ella and she brought out some blow. wed done it a few times together and she'd always said she wasn't into it. between hoovering up four lines, she said that she'd just been in denial. you cant do coke casually. you're into it or you're not and if you're into it you probably never ever want to stop, she said. then she asked me if i wanted some

i thought id go cocaine crazy just one more night. its turned into one more week. shit. i know how this goes. itll turn into one more month. one more year. and then ill realize ive spent more of my life coked up than i have not

tonight im going to trying rolling coke in a bill and smoking it