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entry #285
so, what can be said about Opus? well, like much of my UU experience, it was a demonstration in extremes, filled with drama that rivals anything I ever saw in YRUU, unrequited crushes, and serious disease all the fuck over, it was still an amazingly fufilling and inspiring event, that for once I feel like I actually contributed to, instead of just being a passive participant, I'm craving that suddenly, to produce, to impact peoples lives, to be able to look at something I've done and thing "that went well". This is what it's like to be alive, the drive and the passion and even the strife that comes along with it isn't so bad once you just learn to roll with the punches. In the last week, people I love dearly have both disappointed me direly and impressed me in ways surpassing anything I'd ever even imagined. This is how I need to live my life, now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go off and write something not LJ.
so, what can be said about Opus? well, like much of my UU experience, it was a demonstration in extremes, filled with drama that rivals anything I ever saw in YRUU, unrequited crushes, and serious disease all the fuck over, it was still an amazingly fufilling and inspiring event, that for once I feel like I actually contributed to, instead of just being a passive participant, I'm craving that suddenly, to produce, to impact peoples lives, to be able to look at something I've done and thing "that went well". This is what it's like to be alive, the drive and the passion and even the strife that comes along with it isn't so bad once you just learn to roll with the punches. In the last week, people I love dearly have both disappointed me direly and impressed me in ways surpassing anything I'd ever even imagined. This is how I need to live my life, now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go off and write something not LJ.