big wheel turn my fantasy
Yesterday was a complete reversal from the day before. I woke up feeling strong from yoga-- core muscles tightened, spine realigned -- and spent the day in a complete detox, eating salads and smoothies, turning my phone off and just going with the flow. Must be back in shape (mentally and physically) for this unusual spring weather.
Christine and I were a riot all day long. I seriously thought we might have a car accident from laughing too hard at random Italian language tapes and creepies on the metro.
I want to go to the Adventure Expo tomorrow. I am way into adventure sports but don't have the cash to entertain the fantasy. I think when I can substantially support myself, this will be my thing. But really, tomorrow is for rock climbing and scuba diving.
Two new Tori songs are out on the net :) One's pretty honky tonk and she calls herself a MILF.
After some good advice, I decided it's kind of silly to take criticism from people with whom I voluntarily have a bad relationship. It makes sense that people are transitioning in and out of my life right now. I'm not in college anymore. I've moved away. A lot. I'm trying to bring in more professional people into my life, and, more importantly, admirable people. I don't mind that I'm opinionated.
Easiest lesson I'm learning: There's a point I reach when I've really shown myself to a person, all the sides I want them to see, from the thoughtful to romantic to intelligent to silly side; at that point, there isn't anymore convincing to be done. It's all on the table and I have to trust them to decide if it's for them or not.
Hardest lesson I'm learning: Letting those people go.