Depression
My life is a frickin roller coaster. I am having the most wonderful time watching and feeling my daughter grow. Feeling the love and support from my family friends. But also spiraling down watching my father wither away to nothingness. I loath my job I hate that my father is hooked up to a bunch of tubes and is barely awake to realize that I am in the same room with him. I no longer have Anatu to howl with or receive her head bonks to tell me its all going to be ok.