A new beginning
Two weeks ago, I've been diagnosed with Clinical depressive disorder.
It is nothing new to me, but my chest pain is hindering
my studies and affecting my mood so much
that I have chose to withdraw from school.
Indeed it was a tough decision to make.
But it was the first time I've ever let go of things that
was close to my heart.
I chose to let go of friends in school,
I chose to let go of the degree life I wished for,
I chose to forsake graduating with a degree with my peers,
all for the sake of my mental health.
It was the very first step I needed to take
in order to recover from my depression.
Somatic disorder is not easy.
It's not understanding your body that makes it painful,
it's not knowing that you're stressed and that your
body turns on the red light that says you are.
It was a first big step to a new beginning.
I look forward to build a new lifestyle for myself.
A healthy one.
One, for sure, that I can make a comeback easily
because I'm sure a very hardworking and smart person
to begin with.
Two weeks of turmoil,
it's done for me.
I'm out of that burden,
and now a friend of mine is
seeking for my advice.
I understand what you're going through, girl.
Stay strong and firm, you'll be out of your mental prison in no time.