Mar 04, 2007 14:05
Resolution has been abolished. He pulled the last straw and i've nothing more to give. I broke up with him.... gave EVERYTHING back to him. diamond and all. however i agreed to talk with him last night, and he convinced me to take the diamond back. but we did not get back together. He doesn't treat me right or even close to how i deserve to be treated, and i know it, and so does he. Its really hard, everyone is trying to press their opinions on me, try as i might to keep it to myself, everyone knew something was different so i had to tell them. I cant be with randy right now, maybe not for some time. He has to learn to be successul on his own, to be motivated, and to cherish me as he should. and if the only way to make him see that is to not be with him, then so be it.
Isn't funny how, when one part of your life seems to be steadily improving the other part falls completely to shit? Oh what a world! and the drama! i've plenty of that to go around! well since i'm doing this while at work, i suppose i should wrap it up before my boss gets back from running errands.
Don't know what to do.......about this.