free milk = unmarried cow...
I know I'm repeato girl - but....
WHY WON'T BOYFRIEND MARRY ME?!?!?!?
in 22 days it will be 10 years since I met Boyfriend for the first time (which also means it'll be my parents 20th wedding anniversary) -and lame as it sounds it was love at first sight.
Sure I might bitch about him, and sometimes I'm ready to kick his ass but I love him.
He can still make me all weak in the knees. He can still make me laugh. When he holds me I feel safe. He is the world's greatest Daddy (you know right after MY Dad that is ;) ) He has accepted that my Brother and I have our own code amongst us. He doesn't complain about my loud and weird family. Most importantly he puts up with me. I have moments where I'm less than amazing to be around and we're in a serious dryspell at the moment. (it's all me - I'm just not feeling H.O.T. lately SUCKS OUT LOUD!) but damn it! We're talking love of my life and I don't want to ever be with someone else!
I'll even put up with the whole BIG wedding if that's what it takes!
And I know we're broker than broke at the moment, and that I've said in the past that an engagement should only last a year but really I'm ready to let that slide as well if it meant him saying "Will you marry me?"
I'm a title-whore and I really would like to be able to 'add' wife to the collection AND I'm getting sick of calling him BOYfriend - it sounds so... High School. Hmmm maybe I should go with Carrie Bradshaw's option and call him my 'MANfriend' instead - i mean for Frigg's (Wife of Odin, Mother of Balder) sake! he's turning 30 next summer!